UGHHH

to the "me" from the meher, im trying to stop the allison thing. Seriously. ill try more but yea, ur rite, it is diff. but thats the whole prob. idk wat to do. i guess its cuz we wanna do that the "me" and meher way and its working for u easily since it isnt that big with u. but then with me its like a whole long term tthing and sad too just to fix it and i just wana get thru fast and normal :( it isnt the same and tats the prob. and its not abt wining either. for "me" and meher yea.. but thats cuz its not big like i sed. meherbf way isnt working either. i think tat i have to ( and meherbf) have to come up with a new way, but we cant talk to meherbf abt it. :( i think one of the biggest probs is that i dont kno wat to think abt allison. btw, "me", i have to tell u something later. and we tell the others too